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Musing on who I am Part 2:Who am I?

I'm the kind of person that needs to keep people at arm's length.
I have to be an asshole and mistrust people not out of hatred but out of fear.
Fear someone will take advantage of my actual kindness.

I mask kind acts with a hateful personality
I do good but act mean
I show affection and anger
I hide behind apathy to keep me safe
From someone that could pull my heart strings
And make me care.

Because happiness is fleeting and enticing
And jealous eyes glare intently
And hands of avarice twitch impatiently
To bide time and take it all away
But no one would ever want to take away anger
Nor Apathy nor hate.
So it is a c
Musing on who I amI'm trying hard...

I'm trying hard to be this good man she thinks I am
I'm trying hard to do what is right for her.
I keep trying to put her needs before mine
I work hard to make her smile
Hear her laugh and see that twinkle in her eye
I try to make her realize how incredible she really is
And show her how much she means to me

Some days I feel like maybe I am not trying hard enough
Sometimes I feel like this is just a charade I am doing and this isn't the real me
The old me was always angry and bitter
Sometimes I wonder if she would do better without me to hold her back

But when I see that smile of hers
when I hear her say that I

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This is the transmutation array of the Water Womb, destroyer of elements and the ultimate solvent. It erodes away at life and reactions. It is the third state of matter.

(C) 2008 by Me
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~JxL60 Jul 31, 2010
Ah, you used the seven planetary metals, but wouldn't it be more appropriate to add the symbols for the components of water, oxygen and hydrogen?
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